i need some wall

Dear god, give me the strength to face the outcomes. i really need a thick wall to block any sad feeling for not having things that are not fully mine. or for best, give me a sign to choose the path which i should follow... i'm weak..

Four duck on a pond,
A grass-bank beyond,
A blue sky of spring,
White clouds on the wing;
What a little thing
To remember for years -
To remember with tears.

I felt it again

these past few days had put me into some kind of shield. the shield that gave me a peace of mind. i sat and opened some religious books recently and i found some useful facts. i believe in karma, what goes around comes around. but we'll see, we'll see how it goes.

Prayer...it's been a long time i didn't perform prayer. it is still not to late to choose a path. It was a moment of bliss, peace, and tranquility. it clears the smokes out. the blueprint are shown in detail. it didn't solve the problem but it helps a lot in term of self restoration. may it last.......

chill is not a word for me

sometimes sorry just not enough..but im sorry..i didn't know it will turn out that way.

Awake

you came and dancing on my mind this morning