failure

I bought something yesterday, it was something that i couldn't imagine i had to pay for. i never thought of giving something like that to a person. but the main story is not that. i failed in calculation these time. the disaster of my own aftermath. i checked into my bank account and what's left is something that i couldn't expect. i forgot that i had transfer some amount to an account for the job that has been done. i was laughing alone last night after what had happened. out of cash for cellphone reload, out of cash for cigarette, out of cash for even a meal. haha, it's okay. i'll consider it as a reward for my own action.

سبحان الله

500 hundred days

'fate is strange, we plan our lives according to a dream that came to us in our childhood, and we find that life alters our plans. and yet, at the end, from a rare height, we also see that our dream was our fate.'

precaution

dont ever let yourself fall into something that will equal you to someone that you hate. i believe in afterlife. let it be judge after then.

luka lara dunia

hari ini,

Aku melihat kemungkaran bertempiaran,
sang isteri mencari kebahagiaan diluar,
sang suami bermesra bersama kerengga merah,
sang betina menuntut hak sama rata lantas menghalalkan kemaksiatan mereka,
sang jantan bermegah-megah membuka aib sendiri.

سبحان الله

waiting

where the hell are you? I'm waiting. don't keep me waiting like this.

escape

i want to run, away from all of this. i need to be selfish this time. between a reward or just being a scapegoat. something need to be paid or something else will happen. dear employer, i do have needs to be fulfill.