knowing

I was the one who started the game, and i was leading at the moment. i once said that there only one thing that could break the game.

"friendship"

It's true. it can, above all the other possibilities. because I'm doing it right now for the sake of friendship. leave it, leave it for someone who needed most. then retreat for something new, something better than before.

i was wondering, why is God showing me a path that suddenly will be taken by somebody else? laughing at the moment. found it hard to understand. knowing what behind the plan is unexplainable.

i could pretend more then,

i could believe more then,

that this life, it could only show me good times.

yes i am hypocrite. hiding the true feeling just to make sure nobody get hurt. but don't worry, i do have my remedy. make sure it work out this time. don't ruin the trust that i put on you.

knowing is hurt,

but sometime you'd be thank,
knowing the thing that you would never be able to explain.
because there will always be better thing left for you.
i believe in that.

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